Saturday, August 6, 2011

About two years ago...

Yesterday
All my troubles seemed so far away
Now it looks as though they're here to stay
Oh, I believe in yesterday

Yesterday - The Beatles


That's when I landed up in the hospital in Hospital Besar Kuala Lumpur (HKL). I had a tumour that time, without knowing. The doctor finally diagnosed me as a mediastinal tumour. I know it's a hard thing to live with, but what can I do?? I have to face it. With a so-called terrible 'chemotherapy', which has the chance of killing people doing chemotherapy. I did a total of 8 cycles which is equivalent of doing a regime of chemotherapy for 5 days in a ROW for a week.

I tell you, this was when I said about chemotherapy, "This is a DISASTER!" That chemotherapy really leads me to have occasional vomiting and nausea, of course; even the aged people can't really bear it. Well, I did it for 4 cycles. After those 4 cycles however, the doctor examined again that the tumour was just removed of about a trace (of about less than 10%, say). So the doctor ask for another surgeon from Institut Jantung Negara (IJN) to perform the surgery to remove the best amount of tumour they can do for me.

It was a relief after the surgery. The surgery was a success! But, when the doc in HKL contacted us back, they found out from the lab That's where I spent the last 4 cycles of chemo again, (which I dislike) :(

Well, It goes the same as the one before. After the 4 cycles, I was frankly done with chemo! Just another regular check-ups to go.... In fact, I was just about 20 years of age but the range of normal patients were diagnosed at about 30 - 50 years of age. That means it is a rare case I guess. If you want to know about my symptoms, maybe just read this on...

http://my.clevelandclinic.org/disorders/mediastinal_tumor/hic_mediastinal_tumors.aspx

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Thursday, August 4, 2011

Aiyo~


Aiyo... Macam sudah lama tak bertemu kalian dalam Blogger. 5 bulan sudah berlalu. Sekarang pun nampaknya dah masuk bulan puasa, iaitu Ramadhan. Sorry guys sudah sekian lama tidak mengupdatekan blog ini. Banyak dugaan tahun ini dan banyak perkara yang tak setel-setel masih dalam ingatan.

Dugaan yang teruk pernah dialami di alam universiti sepanjang Tahun Kedua pengajian --- FAIL 2 paper engineering! Haha. Bak kata nak jadi engineer mesti kerja keras, jangan fail apa-apa paper pun! Inilah yang buat kepala saya serabut macam Rubik's cube ni~ Nampak senang nak selesaikan Rubik's cube ni, tapi, lambat-laun tak boleh jugak selesaikannya. Begitulah dugaan..


Rubik's cube

So, the moral of the story is... Banyaklah bersabar walaupun banyak dugaan yang telah kita alami. Hadapilah semua hakikat dengan senyuman dan hakikat itu sendiri akan senyum balik kepada kita. :)

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